Alter Ego

I find it difficult to be a side of me I don't know. I find it most difficult because I don't know who I am. So how am I to be a side of a person he doesn't know, when he doesn't even know his own side? Perhaps I'm being too cryptic? Perhaps I am too cryptic? Perhaps I should just be honest. About what.. I don't not know. But honest I shall be. Perhaps my honesty should be about the things that I know are fact? Essentially I am going to be a side of me that I never really am talking about the entire being of me.

Name: Jose Samuel Stanley Paul Clair

Birthday: June 30, 1991- born at approx. 10:52pm at St. Mary's Hospital in Apple Valley, CA

Siblings: 6- Heather, Heidi, Hollie, Hope, Hayley & Hilary

Nephews & Nieces: 9- (by sister) Nic, Trey, Tristan, Trent, Skyler Starr, Abygail, Zachary, Ziva

Favourite Colour: Green

Favourite State: California

Favourite City: London

Favourite Movie: The Jane Austen Book Club

Favourite Book: The Five People You Meet In Heaven

Favourite Artist: John Constable

Favourite Musical Artist(s): Vienna Teng, Dallas Green, Conor Oberst

Favourite Band(s): Margot and the Nuclear So and So's, Bon Iver

Favourite Day: Thursday

Favourite Month: November

What else is there to know about me?

- I don't like my birthday. I never have.

- I hate everything about my appearance.

- I'm going to disappoint my parents

- I can't be honest about myself with the people I love the most

- I can't be honest with myself

- I love to write, but I'm afraid to

- I love to prove people wrong

- I only wear neutrals

- I'm a fairly boring individual with interesting stories

- I've been clinically depressed since 7th grade

- I don't have any talents

- I don't have much confidence, but I'm not very humble...at least not as much as I should/want to be

- I don't know how my mind works. I don't know how I think.

- All I know is that I don't know.